I could write a book.
A book about the life I'd like to have lived.
The things I'd like to have done.
Things like writing books.

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Do you have these intense moments
when something is about to happen
and you feel that something
very important is coming up
like a strange coincidence
which isn't really a coincidence
but you can't really say what it is
not without ruining the moment
so you should just let it happen
because today everything comes together in this one coincidence
which you'll look back on, smiling
and sometimes wondering what life would have been like
if it hadn't happened
but not too long, because you'll just be grateful
that it did happen
and that moment is now, at this very moment
this magical moment when it's actually going to happen!

... and ... nothing happens?

I have that as well.

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